In Need Of Jesus

December 14, 2008

with all the pain, all the fear, all the doubt, all the sins, all the broken hearts, all what drowns, all hope,with all life,

I need Jesus , the next lines are going to explain what is this about.

I am alone my father and i need a hug
who else in the world can give me one but you

I am an orphan my father, and i have many brothers and sisters who feel the same too

I need you my father from the deepest of my heart
I am full of fear, and maybe I am torn apart
but i am here saying to you i need you
i need you my father and i am all alone
i need you my father and i have no home
hear the cry of the wounded and the  left behind
I want to leave every pain and just be with you
I want to have the courage to leave it and you will provide me
I want to stay here for days and nights just asking to be with you

I know you love me but maybe i am not feeling it enough
we are the lost, and no one is hear to lead ,no one cares enough
but you
you care for your sheep, you care for the lost souls
I am writingthis with my tears,no one is even near
My messiah , why don’t you come on earth again
there are so many souls to claim
we are the left overs of the mankind
why don’t you come
if we don’t love you ,fine, but i am sure we want to

who cares about the lost, no one but you
my messia why don’t you come on earth again
there are so many souls to claim
I want you here , I want you here with us
we are all alone, we have no one
forgive us my father if made ourselves lost
but who cares about us but you….

those words are mine, and i am sure that there are many who are feeling the same, so if you are feeling the same, if you need Jesus, if you need him in your life. please. say it over here, I have a family, a father a mother and a brother, i have friends, but that doesn’t mean that i am all alone , I share with them many things but not God, i am all alone asking for Jesus to be in my life, i am asking him to be here with me, i am asking him to give me a heart of flesh not a stoned one, i want and i need to love him, so if you want the same, if you all alone asking for God, i want you to be here in this blog, to say it here, to share it,  I want all of us who want him , who need him, who want to love him, to be together, to ask for God together, because I feel that we are all alone, it’s true the people at church , are men of God , and they can take care of us, but to me, no one has enough time for me, and i am not balming anyone, it’s just I need God , and we all the leftovers, all the broken, all the wounded, i guess we need each other to call in one voice and in one heart, that We need You God, we need to love you, We need you to take care of us, we need you to be in us.

God loves us the most, he loves us so much, he is the only one who cares,and i guess we all need each other, we all need to support each other, and the most important thing that we want him to be in us. you may say why don’t you just pray alone, or ask for God alone, i swear I asked myself this question; but I am not that strong to do it alone, i guess that it’s Ok to God that we help each other, support each other, I NEED HELP, I CAN GIVE HELP ,even if we are just two lonely people , two broken ones, we can help each other, and God will not leave us God will be with us

matthew 18:20″For where two or three come together in my name, there am I with them.”

all the addicted ,all the lost, all the hungry,all the depressed, all the sick,all the blind , all the poor , all the rich, all the bored, all the tired, all the broken hearted, all the scared, all the doubters,stoned hearted,all the desperate, all the sinful, all thelonely, all the crying,all thesad,all of us Who need God, lets be together asking for hem, let’s be together because we share the same need, let’s be together because all of us are in need for one, let’s be together because we want to Love Jesus,we want his salvation,his redemption ,We want him in our lives, We Want him to take care of us completely.

Be sure we are all accepted we are all welcomed, Jesus is calling for us,he wants us to come to him

matthew 11:28“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.”

we are in need of you God.

In Jesus Name.


                                                                                                                                                      December 14th 2008


A prayer for today

January 27, 2009

Lord, You’ve given us so many venues in which we have opportunity to prove ourselves faithful.
In our relationships, our work, our ministries and the marketplace we want to be faithful in the responsibilities You‘ve given to us.
When we’re tempted to compromise our integrity due to insurmountable pressures we face help us to remember that faithfulness to You is the greatest reward.
To hear You say, “Well done, good and faithful servant” are the most joyous words of affirmation we will ever receive!
Keep us faithful, Lord Jesus.

Fear No Evil

January 23, 2009

From the book God at eventide ( )

January 23 – Fear No Evil

I am the Lord of your life, Guardian of your inmost being, the Christ of God.  Sheltered in My Hidden Place no harm can befall you.  Pray to know this.

Let this Truth become a part of your very consciousness, that where I am no evil can be, and that therefore when you abide in Me and I in you no evil can touch you.

Spiritual Truths take sometimes many years to learn, sometimes they come in a flash of sudden revelation.

Love Anticipates

January 19, 2009

From the book God calling ( you can read it for free over there

January 19 – Love Anticipates

Lord, I will seek Thee.

The Anticipatory Love of God is a thing mortals seldom realize – Dismiss the thought of a grudging God.

None ever sought Me in vain. I wait, wait with a hungry longing to be called upon; and I, who have already seen your hearts’ needs before you cried upon Me, before perhaps you were conscious of those needs yourself, I am already preparing the answer.

It is like a Mother, who is setting aside suitable gifts for her daughter’s wedding, before Love even has come into the daughter’s life.

The Anticipatory Love of God is a thing mortals seldom realize. Dwell on this thought. Dismiss from your minds the thought of a grudging God, who had to be petitioned with sighs and tears and much speaking before reluctantly He loosed the desired treasures. Man’s thoughts of Me need revolutionizing.

Try and see a Mother preparing birthday or Christmas delights for her child – the while her Mother-heart sings: “Will she not love that? How she will love this!” and anticipates the rapture of her child, her own heart full of the tenderest joy. Where did the Mother learn all this preparation – joy? From Me – a faint echo this of My preparation – joy.

Try to see this as plans unfold of My preparing. It means much to Me to be understood, and the understanding of Me will bring great joy to you.

“Now unto him that is able to do exceeding abundantly 
above all that we ask or think, according to the 
power that worketh in us.” Ephesians 3:20

Hope Is Gone

January 15, 2009

feeling no hope, is the worst feeling ever a man can experience, to know that tomorrow nothing good is going to be, no light is going to shine nothing is going to change, not your faith,not your job ,not your love, not your sin, nothing is going to shine, well i experienced this feeling for so long, although i am just 20, but i have felt this for more than a year, to believe me ill show you in the next few lines some of my poems i wrote at those times.: * give me a broken wing to help me hard hit the ground chain my waist to my load of pain to fall faster with no sound,,, this is from a one named dead end * no body cares no one gives a damn no body’s fare no one gives a damn coz nobody is there cry alone , sing for the pain choke alone, dream in vain where are you my angel do you exist at least am i a stranger or did i made you leave. this was from a poem named gates of hell and angels. the point is , many people in this world feeling hopeless, or depressed, it’s a truth and we can not deny it, but is there a way out? who can ever fix this, will that man continue living in his darkness, in his addiction, in his sin, in his pain?. to be honest i thought that is what is going to happen to me, that is who i am, i even thought that this is what my life is meant for, this is what i belong to, that’s why i was created. i had no hope in God, i said that i am a sinner, what would he do with some one like me…….. are you feeling that the hope is gone, all i can tell you , is that God is the only one who can turn your dark days into heaven on earth. I am telling you this because you need it, you need to know that God is hope, you need to know that God is the one who is going to remove your sin, God is the only one who will change your tears into joy, he is the only one who loves you that he died for you, he is the only truth in this world full of lies, he is the true light ,and he is the true life, he never leaves, he never forsakes, his love will free you, he is the only one who can free you. my only advice to you, listen to this advice from the one who said no body cares and no body gives a damn. Jesus is the answer,, if you don’t believe me i can show you all my dark thoughts in my poems, i can show you all the despiration and the anger, the pain, the hunger of rest, the sin,the guild, the whole filthy dark load i was carrying on my head, i can show you all of this. Jesus is the answer, he is welcoming you right now, to give your life to him, all he wants is to show you how much he loves you ,and how much his love can embrace you and feel you safe. please read the following poem, and remember it’s from me, the same man who said give me a broken wing to help me hard hit the ground chain my waist to my load of pain to fall faster with no sound,,, :::the poem is named welcome home: it’s not enough, the life i own it isn’t tough,but i am far away from home much is given to me, nothing’s pure to satisfy what can’t i see, what’s missed by my eye i tried everythin , from the black to the white even enjoyed my sin, and losing my sight traveled through the world in my mind searched for satisfaction i can’t find & didn’t know , what should be left behind writing my fears through every night spending hours thinking of what can give me the might but even my teares weren’t that bright tried to reach God , but it never worked he was the only one who ever supported as my ways failed,as life stood still as my world braked,as days got ill as my words shacked, as truth to fill Jesus showed me the way , i’m the truth and the light revealed himself that day, i’m your father , your christ surrender to me, and i will give you my light believe when i say , i’m your lord your christ i will touch you ,i’ll heal all your pain i will forgive you, no longer you will be the same accept me , accept my presence in you love me, & i’ll show you what to do I’m your savior , the one you were looking for it’s a shame ,you nevered heared my knock on your door but you finaly opened, no longer you will be the same as before you were drowning in a sea, it’s the time to take you to the shore you were right, satisfaction is only through me only through my light you can really see trust me, you will enjoy what life is goint to be in the valley of the shadow of death i’m holding your hand in the face of sin’s temptation , now you will stand stick to me and i’ll give you the heaven on earth i’m the life and the way, who believes in me will never see the death you are my son, welcome now home carved on my hands, welcome your new dawn.. —————- if you feel that God is touching you right now, bow down , tell him, God i want you, i want you to clear all my sins, i believe that you love me, and you died for me, and you rose from the dead for me, i believe that i need you, i need your love, i need your tender, i need your salvation , i need your life. God is the real hope psalm 9:18 But the needy will not always be forgotten, nor the hope of the afflicted ever perish. please if you want God to relief you from all your pain, if you want your life to change, if you want Jesus to be in your heart, to show you all his good all his love all his rest all his wonders. accept him,go to the nearest church cry to God, tell him i need you, stick there ,try it , try to taste God, accept it, he loves you and he is opening his arms to you he can’t wait to tell you I’m your son, today i have become your father , psalm 2:7I will proclaim the decree of the LORD : He said to me, “You are my Son ; today I have begotten you ; call God, call him , he will not let you down, he loves you ,jphn 3:16“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. he will guide you he will protect you , he will save you Jesus loves you whoever you are , he’s telling you” I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.” John 8:12 no more darkness in Jesus, no more pain, in psalms 91 : 14 “Because he loves me,” says the LORD, “I will rescue him; I will protect him, for he acknowledges my name. 15 He will call upon me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. 16 With long life will I satisfy him and show him my salvation.” ———————— trust those great words of God. all those promises are for you. remember them. accept him ,go to a church tell God i want to be saved, they will help you, jesus said in john 11:25-26 when lazarus died, he was telling his sister the following 25Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; 26and whoever lives and believes in me will never die. Do you believe this?” , we die in sin , but in jesus we will have the life and will never die, if you lost hope, know that you are wrong, God saved me, and he can, he loves and he is willing to save you. God’s will is that all of us accept him as our savior, and no longer live in darkness and sin, but have the light of life. Jesus came for the sinners, Jesus came for me and you, he came for the heavy burdened he came for the lost. in matthew 11 : 28“Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. 29Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. 30For my yoke is easy and my burden is light.” he is inviting you , he feels you ,and he experienced pain as much as you did, he is inviting you , go to him, you will find the rest for your soul whether you are lost he will be your shepherd, whether you are rejected he loves you and will hold you with open arms, if you are sad he will give you a joy that no one can steal, if you are lonely,weary,tired,angry. come to him you will find rest to your soul I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life. John 8:12 Jesus loves you.

Ways of witness

January 9, 2009

Ways of Witness

From the book God at Eventide (

January 8 – Ways Of Witness

I call upon you to make Me known —

By your unfailing trust in Me.

By your joy, unrepressed by the difficulties of the way.

By your tender concern for the weak and the wandering.

By your acceptance of My Gift of Eternal Life.

By your growth in Spiritual development, proof of that inner life, which alone can engender it.

Make Me known, more and more, by your serenity, by unflinching adherence to Truth.

Make Me known by My Spirit within and round you, your conduct and speech ever bearing witness to the Power and the Wonder of My Presence.

So shall all men know that you are My disciple, and that your claim is never for the recognition of the self — but for Me, the Christ-in-you

Without a Shepherd

January 8, 2009

have you ever felt that you are lost, forsaken ,don’t know what to do, no one cares about you , can’t find some one to help you, to answer your questions,someone who cares to lead, to guide, to walk with you through your life,someone who loves you, and leads you to the right path, to the true path that you were born to walk through, ever thought that you are without a Shepherd, and you know that you need that Shepherd badly , to lead you, carry your pain and love you, to feel satisfied ?to feel safe ? .

many are feeling the same as you do, I am one of those many. I need a Shepherd

let’s find out who can be our shepherd.

in mark 6

30The apostles gathered around Jesus and reported to him all they had done and taught. 31Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”

 32So they went away by themselves in a boat to a solitary place. 33But many who saw them leaving recognized them and ran on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them. 34When Jesus landed and saw a large crowd, he had compassion on them, because they were like sheep without a shepherd. So he began teaching them many things.

as we see Jesus is offering himself to be our Shepherd,every lost one, every  one stumbling in his or her way, each one who feels like he is a sheep without a Shepherd, If you say in your heart, if you feel it, if you keep telling yourself ” I AM A SHEEP WHITHOUT A SHEPHERD”  here’s your answer, here’s your shephered, here’s my shephered, here is the one who have COMPASSION on us, here’s the one that feels our pain, that touched it, that is having COMPASSION  on YOU and ME ,on every SHEEP WITHOUT A SHEPHERD…

a question that’s always in minds, where can i find this Shepherd, where can i find Jesus the Shepherd, where i can find the rest to my soul. Those people on mark 6 are lucky ? because they found him?,, those people are better than me ? , are they good people and i am not that’s why they found Jesus.? are those questions are in your mind ? the answer is : in mark 6:33 But many who saw them leaving recognized them and ran on foot from all the towns and got there ahead of them.

what happened is that those people , saw Jesus and the apostles ,they recognized them, so they RAN on FOOT from All the towns and got there ahead of them, those people did nothing but when they recognized him, they ran to him,

they ran to him, and it didn’t matter where they were from, they ran to him on foot,no horses no cars, just their foot,,, so the answer is when you recognize God, when you see him, when you hear him, when you hear his call Don’t Ignore it,  all you have to do is to follow it, when you recognize God in a church, when you recognize him in a praise song, when you recognize him in a preaching, when you recognize him in his words in his holy bible, when your heart recognize God, Run, just run towards God, no need to be someone, or to have something,just run on your foots, carry yourself to him, he called on you because he is having compassion on you, he loves you and he loves us all. when you recognize him don’t ignore it, remind yorself of your need to a shepherd, remind your self with his compassion. remind yourself  how much love and life you are going to have because he is your Shepherd.

the followings words are from God to you, telling you how good shepherd he is , he is telling us all ” You can be my Sheep, I love you, and don’t worry I am a good shepherd”

in John 10

 11“I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. 12The hired hand is not the shepherd who owns the sheep. So when he sees the wolf coming, he abandons the sheep and runs away. Then the wolf attacks the flock and scatters it. 13The man runs away because he is a hired hand and cares nothing for the sheep.

 14“I am the good shepherd; I know my sheep and my sheep know me— 15just as the Father knows me and I know the Father—and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd. 17The reason my Father loves me is that I lay down my life—only to take it up again. 18No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have authority to lay it down and authority to take it up again. This command I received from my Father.”

God is telling you that he is the good Sheperd , he laid his life for you, he cares about you, he is not like a hired man, God is going to protect you from the wolf, the wolf that is dangerous to you, that causes you fear that brings you pain. have no fear of not recognizing him,God is the good sheperd, and he is telling you. “16 I have other sheep that are not of this sheep pen. I must bring them also. They too will listen to my voice, and there shall be one flock and one shepherd.” he is saying I must bring you, it’s true you are not from this sheep pen, but you are going to listen to my voice, you are going to hear me and you are going to join my flock, and you will be my sheep and i will be your shepherd. I am stronger than sin, I beat it on the cross, I’m stronger than any circumstances you are in. you are going to be my sheep.

 Feel how much Love and Compassion God is having towards every one of us. no longer you will be lost, no longer you will be a sheep without a shepherd but you are going to join his flok, accept him, accept him when you recognize him, when you hear his voice.

I am the light of the world; he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.  John 8:12

“I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep” . John 10:11

16“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life. john 3:16


Please Check the parable of the lost sheep

Hoard Nothing

January 5, 2009

From the book God calling

 – Hoard Nothing

Love Me and do My Will. No evil shall befall you. Take no thought for tomorrow. Rest in My presence brings Peace. God will help you. Desire brings fulfillment. Peace like a quiet flowing river cleanses, sweeps all irritants away.

You shall be taught, continue these prayertimes, even if they seem fruitless. The devil will try by any means to stop them. Heed him not. He will say evil spirits may enter in. heed him not.

Rest your nerves. Tired nerves are a reflection on, not of, God’s Power. Hope all the time.

Do not be afraid of poverty. Let money flow freely. I will let it flow in but you must let it flow out. i never send money to stagnate – only to those who pass it on.  Keep nothing for yourself. Hoard nothing. Only have what you need and use. This is My Law of Discipleship.

Commit thy way unto the Lord, trust also in him; 
and he shall bring it to pass.  Psalm 37:5

Hope in the lord

January 5, 2009

– just wanted to share this from today’s word with joel and victoria 

Hope in the Lord

Today’s Scripture

 “Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint” (Isaiah 40:30-31, NIV).

Today’s Word from Joel and Victoria

Everyone has times when they feel tired and overwhelmed by the pressures of life. But notice, this scripture gives us a clear remedy: Hope in the Lord. It’s easy to put your hope in other things; maybe you had hope in a relationship, hope in a job, hope in the stock market. It’s time to redirect your hope to the One who will never let you down; the One who never changes, the Rock of Ages.

When you’re tempted to give up on your dreams, when you’re tempted to just settle where you are, listen to that still, small voice of hope on the inside that says, “No way. This is not who I am. I was created to live in victory. I was created to overcome this sickness. I was created to rise above these problems.” Put your hope and trust in the Lord because He is faithful! As you do, He will renew your strength. He’ll cause you to soar on wings like the eagle, and you’ll be empowered to move forward confidently into the victory He has for you!

A Prayer for Today

Father in heaven, today I choose to put my hope in You. I know You have good plans for me. Thank You for renewing my strength and keeping me close to You. Fill me with Your peace and joy today. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

From the book God at Eventide (

January 1 – All Is Ready

Write for all things are now ready.

The world is waiting for My Message of Love, and Hope, and Cheer.  The very unrest of the spirit is a sign.  The turning from the husk of religion is a sign.

Man is no longer lulled by empty phrases and promises of a better life hereafter.  He must know Me before he would wish to spend Eternity with Me.  He must know Me here in the storm where he needs strength and rest.

He has been sleeping; now he has been shocked awake.  Now he must find Me or fling defiance at Me or school himself into denial, or indifference. 

Reason and argument avail nothing.  Only by the lives of My followers can man be helped; only by seeing Mine unmoved, at peace, joyful, in a world of sorrow, disillusionment, and mistrust.


Your denial today will not be “I know not the man.”  The world is indifferent as to whether you know Me or not. No, it will be your failure to present Me in your life as I am — vital, sustaining, spirit-renewing, your All.

jesus the conqueror

December 31, 2008

From the book God calling

December 31 – Jesus the Conqueror

Jesus. That is the Name by which you conquer. Jesus. Not as cringing suppliants but as those recognizing a friend, say My Name — Jesus. “Thou shalt call His Name Jesus, for He shall save His people from their sins.”

And in that word “sins” read not only vice and degradation, but doubts, fears, tempers, despondencies, impatience, lack of Love in big and little things. Jesus. “He shall save His people from their sins.” The very uttering of the Name lifts the soul away from petty valley-irritations to mountain heights.

“He shall save His people from their sins.” Savior and Friend, Joy-bringer and Rescuer, Leader and Guide — Jesus. Do you need delivering from cowardice, from adverse circumstances, from poverty, from failure, from weakness?

“There is none other Name . . . whereby you can be saved” — Jesus. Say it often. Claim the Power it brings.

“Let them praise the name of the Lord: for his name alone is 
excellent; his glory is above the earth and heaven.” Psalm 148:13